2011 has been such a weird year for me. It’s been the worst year ever, it’s been the best year ever. I’ve had 2 major operations, I’ve been through cancer treatment. I’ve spent a good part of this year ill or in hospital and sure, that’s been shit as hell, yes if I could go back and somehow prevent myself from going through that, I would. But I can’t so I’m dealing with it.
2011 also caused me to lose the ability to play guitar or ukulele. I’m trying desperately to get that movement back, so here is to 2012 bringing that. It might sould stupid but the ability to play the guitar has saved my life more than once. To be able to lose myself in music so completely that I can have a break from the real world is amazing. Not to be able to have that during such an awful time in my life really caused me to struggle. Yes, I cried over it. Stupid, huh? But I am going to try my hardest to play again and if I can’t, well, I guess I am going to have to find some other instrument to play.
2011 made me realise how much friends mean to me. I go through awful times in my life but knowing there are so many friends there for me really helps me to keep going strong, if not for me then for them.
2011 also started my uni life. I could not have asked for a more amazing experience. I have met some of the most amazing people ever. I just have no words to describe uni but it was definitely the best decision I’ve ever made.
So, here is to 2012 being better in anyway it can be.
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