The choice comes after.

I’ve noticed how shit Frinton really is. 

I’ve noticed how much better my life is in Derby. 

I’ve noticed how bad life at home can really be.

I feel lost without the complete and utter independence I have in Derby.

I’ve realised how much I feel uncomfortable around my dad. 

I’ve realised how much I love living in a city. 

I’ve realised the people I met only a few months ago are some of the most amazing people in my life 

I feel like I’m being suffocated if I am not staying in the flat.

Basically, moving out of this house and going to uni was the best decision I have ever made and now, when I go back, I won’t ever want to leave again. I absolutely despise Frinton and living with my family. I just want to be surrounded by my friends again where I don’t have to give a fuck, where I can eat what I want when I want, where I can have a decent night out, where I can always be meeting new people, where I am now closer to people I care a hell of a lot about. 

I just want to be back in Derby to be honest.